I am terrified of SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome). Every time Kendall sleeps past 10 A.M., I get so worried. I walk through her door with an urgency to make sure she is okay. Everyday she is laying there, usually sucking on her thumb and smiling up at me.
I don't know how people who have lost a child handle it. I can't imagine! They are the strongest people I know, and I do know a few of them. And most of them have the strongest faith I have ever seen, which makes me want to be a better Christian so I can have that same faith!
I have been trying to learn as much as I can about my faith and it seems to get better everyday. I picked up a childrens bible for Kendall and we read through that together. If anything, I want to have a good influence on her life and have her grow up in a Christian home. My parents brought me up right, even though we didn't go to church, I had a strong moral upbringing. For that I am thankful and I want nothing but the best for my little girl. I never thought I could love something so much as her!!!!!
Alright, that wasn't much of a blog, start off sad and end sappy!! Haha...
Me too!!! I drive Justin nuts about it. I have been putting Eden in her crib for her afternoon nap (to get her and me used to it for that first long night) and I seriously can't sit still. I sit there with the monitor next to my ear and if she isn't moving around, restless (ie sleeping) I go in there every five minutes.
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